And I'm going down further. I dunno why.. I feel so trapped. I felt so bad, so useless, so selfless... I dunno why I've crying to sleep, been crying when i woke up, been crying whenever I talk about love. Maybe it's the phobia of being hurt once more. Or maybe I'm just being insecure.
I dunno.. But I haven't been feeling good lately.. Don't ask me why, I simply don't know. Maybe physically I'm fine, but I'm emotionally confused and unstable. I don't know how far I can go anymore. I don't know how long I can last anymore. I simply feel so trapped.
My head hurts thinking so much. Yet I can't stop my thoughts coming. One after another.. I even thought of the worst that could have possibly happened. What is happening to me? Why has life became so hard to go by? Have I grown weaker by the day? Or have I been just so sick of myself? My head truly hurts. I seriously dunno what is going on..
I've been breaking down every now and then... No doctor can fix this, no counsellor can counsole me.. Nobody can help me for I have no idea what's bothering me in the first place.
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PMS mebbe? okay, i'm being corny.... but if u really really need it..... anti depressants may work. juz a suggesstion. ;)
(julianah)
Not PMS la.. Maybe my down patch eh... Dunno la...
It's not PMS lah.. its BJS hahahaha!
Yes... it was PMS after all. So full marks to all of you that guessed.
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