This is the most dragging long weekend I ever had. I wanted so much to celebrate by drinking yesterday... But no luck, Mr doesn't sound like he's up to drinking/celebrating, so i never asked.. Then I lost my enthusiasm to celebrate. Kindda disappointed actually. Then I thought I could meet him today.. but he's meeting his friend... Oh well... nothing i can do about it...
Anyway, nothing much happen really... Except the kids.. They are having fun, I guess... But I was almost in hell, being irritated and grumpy... Another tow of PMS... I dunno why this year bring about bad PMS in me. I never really had it before.. Never.. I dunno why I am having a bad bad grumpy weeks before that month. For the last two months, I've been like that.. Just a week before that month, I'll get extremely grumpy, always at the edge to bad temper, easily irritated, nothing seemed right, everything goes wrong... I seriously dunno why....
I feel extremely bored, I don't feel like doing anything, I don't wanna think.. What is wrong with me nowadays?? I have been wanting to play pool for eons.. with Mr... drink with Mr... but nothing of that seemed to be happening.. I know, I know... This coming week.. but I dunno.. A stubborn child emerged out of my matured body.. wanting everything to happen Now.. and only NOW.. not later.. But NOW... Haiz...
I hate this side of myself. FYI, this is my very own enemy.. I am mean, childish, temperamental.. name it, I am it.. SIgh.. Cut it off.. Let the steam die...
Good night, folks.
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