Such a pain to be the person you are.. Really.. It is..
I have got a diploma and here I am working at some 24hr retail shop doing a 8hr, 12hr and even 14hr shift for some $300 salary.. Wtf?!?!?!
I should get 10times that pay.. Working somewhere much much more challenging... Going for interview after that 8hr shift, it makes me look so drained, so unenergized..
Then I was queueing up to pay my bills and bid goodbye to my last $300 that I've got after those 100hrs long service. WTH?!?!?!
Met Sharmie and Sara just now.. Sara, I envy him.. I really do.. He's 26, with an established career, having lots of money, had a car, planning to buy a new one.. Could spend all he wants, not smoking, not drinking.. Nice guy, nice personality, funny.. All that you can grab..
And Sharmie and I with diplomas, struggling to get a proper job that pays.. Having bills to pay with no stable pay to ease the chore, with parents to support, with studies in mind.. I just hate to think too much sometimes..
But most time, I just can't help but to envy others who had it smooth..
Then again, I'm glad I been through what I've been through..
**Back to normal self**
Ah.. I love myself.. but I hate the image I see in the mirror... HOW?
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what else? Choice A: go for a plastic surgery, Choice B: throw away all the mirrors at home( and don't look into ANY mirror), Choice C: paste Jennifer Lopez's photo on your mirror and, Voila! everytime u look into the mirror, u'll see a gorgeous sexy babe... Yeah, baby yeah!!
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