Why? Why must everyone see it in such a negative way? Do they seriously think I'm that strong?
I was there all along, and when I'm feeling so low and confused, they just disappear thinking i'm better without their company.
If I wanted to, I would have done so without saying, without telling... I dunno what to do anymore... I dunno why I'm still here breathing anymore... Everytime I meet someone I end up caring and loving so much, someone that I dun want to ever lose... The moment I said let's split, they only say ok. No reasoning, No compromising.. No bargaining...
They seriously thinks by leaving me alone, things would be better for me... Seriously, I meant to say, IF YOU NEED MORE TIME... WE SHALL CUT DOWN ON OUR DATES... I dun mean, LEAVE ME ALONE.
As it is, I have been feeling lonely and alone for the longest time despite having a so-called boyfriend... And now.. F&^% la... Seriously... What is wrong with me?
I seriously dun deserve anyone, right? Everytime i meet someone, this just have to happen. And I'll be left all alone fending everything.
I am seriously good for nothing. Nothing but loneliness, and trouble. Damn.
And F&*% that stupid hit & run driver!!!!!!
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