It has been a week

It has been a week since I've got this temp job. It has been nothing but boredom. I did OT yesterday for 9 hours. Thought of going to Doll's house but since I finished work late, I had to cancell the plan.

Today, lots of people came to my place. Enjoy my cooking... Zad helped himself at home like it's his own... Even managed to snooze for awhile after watching Shrek with Hilmy and Nayli.. Then we went to do my specs then to Doll's house.. But only for awhile as he promised my dad to bring me home by 9pm. Muahahahaha..

So far, all the test I put him through went well.. And so far so good, he had passed all of them.. And need I remind all of you that I broke up with Z not because there is someone new, but because he failed all the tests I put Z through. The stories I heard about him isn't the main reason. There are many other reasons that I need not advert here.

Zad is not my boyfriend yet, he's just a friend and my family and I are all testing him. It may not be 100% accurate to judge him or his ability by making him do all these tests but at least I get to reveal most of him without his realising. And it's good that he did not bug me to give him the title or rush things up. My parents have expressed their interest. And I'm still thinking, it's too early still.

Z if you read this, please be informed that it's because you've failed all the tests that I've put you through unknowingly. I was happy with you, but it's just not up to my full expectations. And I can tell you and you can try meet them(my expectations), but if you're doing it because I told you to, then it's not what I want. For I want you to do it because you feel it's your duty to do so, it is NOT because of someone new. And think about it yourself, there's no point of me telling about you for only you know yourself. I just hope you learn something from this, there's no point trusting and bragging about someone new. I've done a lot for you and I never did expect anything in return, now that we are no more. I just hope you have the very least initiative to return my things for i need to use them. I have lots of people out there to keep a look out for me, and from what i've heard you're utilising my stuff, and after you knowing that i need my stuff urgently you still delay returning them. And that's very nice of you. Thank you.

Anyway, I'm tired of situations like these. What are you doing, Z? Gathering enough balls to face me again? I just hate people with no initiative, who delays things they need to do.. I guess I've said enough, if you need to use them still.. ALL you need to do is ASK...

Alright now, enough said.. I'd just probably typing this for some unknown eyes to read. Oh well....

To Mr, I've listened to Goodbye My Love from James Blunt... It truly does tell a lot about us.. Hahaha.. Hope to hear from you soon.

To the rest of my readers, thanks for reading.. Do come again to read more of me.