-Junaidah-: 11/01/2005

Monday, November 28, 2005

Shahril Nawawi

Shahril and more of Shahril..

Look at me! I said, Look at Me!!!

Snap all you want, I'm not looking.. :p

Look at him...

Ooooo.. Wow...

How can anyone not love him?

A very very close up of him.

Blurry but good enough. Irresistable chap he is!

This is him with longer hair. So so irresistable, how can I ever stay angry with a chap like that?

26th Nov, Saturday.
Beach Touch at Silosa Beach, Sentosa.

We submit two teams, Bucks Pilzner and Bucks Brewerkz. I played for Bucks Brewerkz. Team mates were Simon Stacey, Dave Rider, Mick Cheung, Graham, Roxy and me. The other team has Vivian, Naz, Ken Muldoon, Cameron and Lewis. I guess that's all..

My team won 4 games in a row, drawed in quarter finals, given extra 2 mins, then a sudden death, which I failed to defend. So we lost. The other team won their way to the finals.

I went off right after the lost, heading to Rushy's open house. Ate 3 rounds of food, then went home. Was really moody..

27th Nov, Sunday.
Went to Ummie's house, met Sharmie and Zad.

Went to Ummie's house at around 1pm. Played with Shahril, ate a bit, then met Sharmie at JP at 1730, but she's late. She came at ard 1800. Then Zad came by while we were looking for her shoes. Didn't get to spend much with Sharmie.

Oh dear Sharmie, promise you another day to talk k?

Got to see what his ex look like.. Naaa.. Ain't that pretty at all.. Didn't give me any impression. Anyway, we got home early yesterday. He's tired, yet he didn't sleep till about 2am. id10t!

28th Nov, Monday.
Another day before a special day.

Woke up still sleepy, cleaned up my mess in the room. Looks a tiny bit nicer. Now, I'm in the lazy mode. I'd probably just watch tv till i rot.. Cya.. Will update later. Adios.

Friday, November 25, 2005

So happy, so excited!

I just felt so so happy and excited yesterday for the Rizal Zad was referring was my cousin. I've got hold of his number through him and even got to speak to my dearest bro. Haha.. It was such a feeling to get back to my only bro.

And strangely, I lost all my fears with the acknowledgement that someone would be out there looking after me. All these years of wait and patience to get back to old times has come nearer, in fact it is true that no matter what had happened our brother-sister love never fade away. Now, I can't wait to see him and talk to him face to face. I dunno when I'll get to do that, but I guess now there'll be way.

He said he is no longer angry with me, and on that words coming out from his own voice, I was jumping with joy. I am just so happy to have a brother back in my life. Now I guess the next step now is to talk to my dearest aunty... Just maybe I can try get back what I've lost slowly.

I'm so lost of words. This is priceless..

Sunday, November 20, 2005

It has been a week

It has been a week since I've got this temp job. It has been nothing but boredom. I did OT yesterday for 9 hours. Thought of going to Doll's house but since I finished work late, I had to cancell the plan.

Today, lots of people came to my place. Enjoy my cooking... Zad helped himself at home like it's his own... Even managed to snooze for awhile after watching Shrek with Hilmy and Nayli.. Then we went to do my specs then to Doll's house.. But only for awhile as he promised my dad to bring me home by 9pm. Muahahahaha..

So far, all the test I put him through went well.. And so far so good, he had passed all of them.. And need I remind all of you that I broke up with Z not because there is someone new, but because he failed all the tests I put Z through. The stories I heard about him isn't the main reason. There are many other reasons that I need not advert here.

Zad is not my boyfriend yet, he's just a friend and my family and I are all testing him. It may not be 100% accurate to judge him or his ability by making him do all these tests but at least I get to reveal most of him without his realising. And it's good that he did not bug me to give him the title or rush things up. My parents have expressed their interest. And I'm still thinking, it's too early still.

Z if you read this, please be informed that it's because you've failed all the tests that I've put you through unknowingly. I was happy with you, but it's just not up to my full expectations. And I can tell you and you can try meet them(my expectations), but if you're doing it because I told you to, then it's not what I want. For I want you to do it because you feel it's your duty to do so, it is NOT because of someone new. And think about it yourself, there's no point of me telling about you for only you know yourself. I just hope you learn something from this, there's no point trusting and bragging about someone new. I've done a lot for you and I never did expect anything in return, now that we are no more. I just hope you have the very least initiative to return my things for i need to use them. I have lots of people out there to keep a look out for me, and from what i've heard you're utilising my stuff, and after you knowing that i need my stuff urgently you still delay returning them. And that's very nice of you. Thank you.

Anyway, I'm tired of situations like these. What are you doing, Z? Gathering enough balls to face me again? I just hate people with no initiative, who delays things they need to do.. I guess I've said enough, if you need to use them still.. ALL you need to do is ASK...

Alright now, enough said.. I'd just probably typing this for some unknown eyes to read. Oh well....

To Mr, I've listened to Goodbye My Love from James Blunt... It truly does tell a lot about us.. Hahaha.. Hope to hear from you soon.

To the rest of my readers, thanks for reading.. Do come again to read more of me.