Well, while I was "missing", I found an old flame burning once again.. the flame of passion in sewing and creating something new, particularly, in upcycling old clothes that has been occupying the lowest drawers, or the highest shelf in the wardrobe.
Well I had the desire to sew, but whilst my mom was active, I couldn't as we would be fighting over the machine. PLUS, she is a perfectionist, everything has to be in a certain manner before anyone can touch her machine. So, now that she had retire from sewing for others because of her failing eyesight and sense of touch, I now have more control over the machine and can make a mess. However, I discovered that when you are into sewing, the mess really gets into you. So I ended up more and more like my mom, picking up nonsensical stash that was in the way (even it is not!) and put it into the stash trash. Then the scissors has to be in a certain way, at a certain position and if it is not, it spoils the whole momentum of sewing. This is TRUE!
I am far from a perfectionist, meticulous maybe, but never a perfectionist, so when it gets into me, I bet you it killed her when we mess her stuff while she was sewing back in the day, eh? Poor mom, sorry!!
Well, back in the day, my mom would usually watch me and breathe down my neck as I sew to point my mistakes - every SINGLE one of them! And most times, she get impatient and her OCD/Perfect self will push me aside and take over the whole project. So I learnt nothing but to complain and let her take over.
Now, it is different because of her failing sight and sense of touch, she HAVE to let me help her and she HAVE to let me learn. She let me do all the work, and if I am ever stubborn to not listen, she will still have the last laugh when I blurred myself out because it didnt go as planned. After she is all done with the cheeky smile and the evil laugh or the sarcastic remarks, she would come to me and tell me where I go wrong - AGAIN. So ya, NOW I appreciate and REALLY appreciate her correcting me. I learn a lot no matter how I deny.
So, what have I made so far? Well, apart from buying fabrics and more fabrics, I have done the following:
Pajama Pants |
Pin Cushion + Stash Trash |
Fabric Baskets |
A caddy |
Heat/Cold packs |
An instant hijab |
And last night, I finally braved myself to get back to my upcycling habit and did this:
Old jeans = New Skirt |
So wish me luck in this new journey! I have thousands of idea in my head, but hardly any time. Led someone to say that I am way to hype!
I guess I am meant to create stuff... Just that I have not that much luck in selling anything. Most of my businesses has no sales, I couldnt even tell why.. because the next person who came to me, took my items and sell it off no problem at double the price. And yet I struggle. Even with ads, even with promotions, and engagement... I failed. I was probably just not made to sell, but just to create, and help. Maybe.. And of course, I am meant to write and share!
So.. The long weekend is here.. What's your weekend plan??
Me? I am just gonna dig up old shirts and make them into skirts, maybe? We'll see..
Have a great long weekend, and oh! Happy Labour Day!
Wassallam,
Jun
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