Touch and Go

Life has been too fast to cope right now. So much so that it became normal to just touch and go in everything we do. Even at the expense of oneself's dignity and pride.

In part time education, like what I am doing right now.. My intake's results were reviewed thrice, with the management blaming the system. This left me being unsure of the system and if it is really reliable now. When I asked for the rest of the students opinions, most of them went on and say, "Well, what is there that we can possibly do? It's a public school and we are all just here for a certificate. So what if we don't get the 1st class honours".

Why couldnt everyone else think like me? I emphasize so much importance on my education, my career, and everything else, and yet everyone else live life with a touch and go style.

Sometimes, I wonder... Maybe the world is really near to an end. Kids as young as 9 are now having and exploring s3x and even got pregnant. Teenagers as young as 16 are now mothers, and still unwed. I am not at all that much older, but I never did go through that, I hated boys in primary school, what more having s3x at that age? I did tried and ended up exploring what s3x is about during my teenage years, but never got to the extent of pregnancy.

At my tender young age, I wanted so much to build my career and upgrade my education as much as I possibly can. And yet there are so many kids and teenagers younger than me who often think they know so much that they need so studying and rather build their social circle. And I keep wondering what will happen to my future generations, how would my kids behave...

I mean really, the world is obviously changing rapidly. How are we to catch up with the fast moving future? Will our kids be much wilder, more ruder, and more bolder?

I guess I should stop thinking too much ahead... I shall just end it here, and go to sleep...