I first spoke to KI. And it seems so good so far.. there're indeed a few distractions from my past acquantances.. I never guessed this would really be different.. I mean, all this while, before I knew him, every guy I meet is just another guy. I never really cared for any of them, and couldnt care any less if they decide to leave. And I never did spare a thought if I need to leave them.
But this, this is different. It's something new, and I wanted to be a better person on my own. Since our first small argument, I suddenly felt a change in myself, I wanted to change my ways... And I am not forced to. I just felt that it's good for me. And him, he stopped doing what I don't like him doing.
Indeed, I fell in love again.. But still I couldn't define what true love means... Strange as it is, I really want and prayed hard for this to work, I dunno... Maybe I am desperate to have a life partner whom I can rely on. I told Fadz that I wouldn't mind having a house-husband. He raised an interesting question, would he mind? I mean men being men.. I'm sure they would feel inferior if a woman support them. I am sure most men would rather they earn the big bucks and let the wife do what she does best.
Maybe I should ask him.. but then again, isn't it too early for such conversation? Oh well... I am once again left in a fit.. Hmm.. Let time tell..
I shall sleep and dream of the future ahead...
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