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Thursday, September 25, 2008

Excitement and its Trills...

I'm kindda confused with what I want... But when I wanted something or someone badly... That something would be out of stock, and that someone would not be available...

He who stole my attention, is slowly stealing away my heart... How or how do I avoid myself from falling again? I can't see us going anywhere further no matter how far we have been into this mess... I can't seem to handle it just by the mere imagination of him having another girl... I can't bear to part, neither could I bear to prolong...

I got so emotionally and physically attached... And yet, I'm still as lonely as can be... Noone seemed to able to assure me my worth... And noone seemed to understand me and my needs...

I dunno if it's me and my sensitiveness or if its another series of insecurities phases of my life coming to light again...

I dunno what the future holds no more... My emotions seemed to fail me more than my actions did this time round... My heart yells for a companion, my body seeks physical touch, my mind in need for a challenge and my emotions screams for love... How do I satisfy myself?

Tell me oh young man, can you really handle me?

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