Day 14 of the cycle...

Assalammu'alaikum.

It is day 14 of the cycle. 6 days after my last period. Cramping with white discharge. Head spinning, and the stubborn cough is not helping. On day 3 of cycle, my blood pressure hit its lowest at 90/60. Dr said maybe due to heavy periods. It was also when my cough starts... Yesterday see my old time family doctor, he gave me 3 tablets to take. The cough seem to be better but just as I was feeling better, I cant stop coughing, discharge a lil with every cough. SO uncomfortable.

I am hoping this cramps is ovulation cramps or the process after. Because the discharge is white and thicker, not the egg white type like what I had few days earlier. Anyhoos... If it happens, it happens.

Seriously, reading about someone trying for years and still trying, keeps me motivated. I am just beginning.. This is all just the process of a beginning. Let's embrace this.

Head is spinning, so I shall head home real soon. Throbbing at the back of my head, like someone squeezing my head from the back.

Cant think straight, so it is just a productive morning and deteriorate by the minute after.

And my sms that I send at 9.21am yesterday just reached my boss at 3.40pm today. Ridiculous, but Boss let me off early if I really cant handle it.

But as always, I find it hard to leave early. Even if my boss had gave me permission. I dunno why. Just not me, I guess. Like no matter how I say and wish for an understanding boss who lets his staff home early, I just cant do it when my boss finally let me do so. I dunno why. Weird, I know!

And guess what? Summer from "A Happy Mum" blog visited my business blog, oh well, actually I link up to her creativity button thingy. I really wasnt expected her to drop by and comment, and I was over the mountain and back feeling so estatic about it up till now. (it has been few days now). haha..

Simple things make me happy.