Lately, I've been criticizing myself... A little too much at times that I start to really hate myself.. I dunno why these sudden changes in the way I look at myself... Suddenly I just hate everything that I see in the mirror....
I hate my hair, I hate my unsymmetrical eyes, I hate my humps, I hate everything I see.. I dunno why.. And of late, I've been criticizing all my doings... I hate the way I wear my clothes, I hate the way I ride, I hate the way I do things, I hate the way I treat people, I hate the way I let people use me, I hate the way I lie and get others in trouble, I hate trying to advice people because I was practically talking about myself when advising people, I hate the way I smoke, I hate coming to work late, I hate waking up late, I hate having sleepless nights, I hate the bed I sleep on, I just simply hate everything...
Then comes the most hideous part... I start to hate the people around me.... I dunno why... I hate the way they charm people, I hate the way they fall miserably helpless because of others, I hate the way they try to be in the crowd, I hate the way they get so easily misled, I hate the way they laugh, I hate the way they ride, I hate the way they talk... I hate the way they think they're so much better off than me... I hate the way they think the world revolve around them...
What's with me?? Some kind of a hate syndrome or something? Geesh...
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