I know what I want when it comes to jobs, houses, cars, bikes, name everything.. I know the criterias that needs to be in them.. But when it comes to what I want in a relationship.. I just became some sort of an entangled mess with no end..
Sometimes, I miss him.. Sometimes, I hate him.. Sometimes, I want him.. Sometimes, I wanna be alone.. Sometimes, I wanna get rid of him.. Sometimes, I don't wanna lose him.. I don't know.. One horrible relationship that failed just made me so difficult..
At the moment, I just wanna hold him close and cry my insecurities away.. I just wanna feel him, feel his love.. Sometimes, I just feel like letting myself go.. I feel like going by the sea, and just sit there till there're no more tears left...
At times, I wish I was stronger... Like before..
Oh well.. Time to sleep..
*Just when I thought he was hiding everything away from me, he decides to tell me everything now... Without me asking.. Just what does that mean? *
**Did you say, he read my mind?**
I know.. I had loved too much, and too soon..
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