Not mine, obviously... Mr's getting married in June.. I'd be lying if I were to say that I'm 100% happy for him. Some part of me still is saddened by the news.. Why the rush? I am upset.. Why couldn't he wait?
I tried to overcome it, he had my parents' blessings, everyones' including mine.. I just couldn't reason why he rushed into another marriage.. And I questioned myself, Why do I care so much for someone who is just a friend...?
I was filled with frust, with disappointment, I even felt like I'm cheated.. I shed a tear in my office upon reading the news... But I have to calm myself.. I can't let Mr down with my emotions.. I have to keep strong and accept the fact. He's happy.. And so I wish him long-lasting joy in his future married life.
Soon, I am disappointed again, why couldn't he wait till August, when I can travel and stay late? Why is he so sure that she's the one this time? Why was I the last to know? And yet again, why do I care so much about his well-being?
If he claimed that I'm his friend, then why did he hide that great news from me? Why didn't he tell me the moment he decided to propose? Why? I guess it's true about what Anonymous said... I didn't mean as much as I think I would mean to him.. People had known the news two weeks ago.. And I just knew it today...
I guess it's good that he didn't wait till I can travel anyway, as that would be an excuse to escape and just deny the fact that I still love him... Goodbye Mr..
~Sniff~
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