A lil something...

Assalammu'alaikum,

Alhamdulillah, the start of another week.

I am feeling a little lost at the moment. I am feeling the loss of motivation. I guess, I just need a little random surprise. I hate to ask, and sometimes, me refusing to ask makes me even more depressed.

A little something, a cheap little scrap paper with a hand writen love note, a quick hug, maybe even just a little compliment at random, something - just a little something to perk up my routine week.

Have you ever felt the same way? I dunno if it is just me and part of the transition as reality starts to bite.

Maybe it is just me over-worrying abt the need to retire my father. Maybe just me over-worrying abt the future. I sometimes wish my parents had a son, so I don't have to worry this much. I wish it is possible for us to take in both parents and ease our minds.

Ah, maybe I am analyzing too much, and too silently, going unnoticed, unappreciated and taken for granted for far too many times. Or maybe it is just a fraction of illusional emotions overtaking the real situation. Maybe, just maybe.. I am not feeling myself.

I can only pray for a smoother transition, for a better future.. Afterall, change has to begin with our ownself, and for that to happen, we will need to revise our vision and perhaps set new rules.

Your motivational and inspiring quotes are welcomed.

Yours Truly.

Wassalam