My Lazy Weekend..

Saturday, 14th March

Woke up at 8am.. Roll all over on my bed till 8.30.. And finally off my bed at 9am... Showered and left home at 9.30 to go for my theory lesson at BBDC...

11.30am lesson ends, head down to office to submit last night's job and then head down to FM...
all done at about 3pm.. Headed home, ate, slept at 5, woke up at 7... woke up to eat again... and fell asleep again soon after....

I woke up received some missed calls and sms from him... and fell asleep again... and now i'm wide awake... waiting for 6am to come so i can call him and continue to sleep...

Today is truly my laze-eat-sleep day... And forecast said, it'll be the same for Sunday, 15th...

I'm bored... lazy... and crazy i guess....

Another angry episode...

Ha... Yes... again....

Again and again and again...

I've lost all words to talk about it... it's just another episode, of "He's angry and he wants to talk, making me angry because he just wouldn't accept my apology and let it go..."

And these happened at 3am yesterday...

Then after many smses with no replies.. he finally come to life in my phone at about 9pm.. And then i got to know he proceed with PG. Ok fine. I wasn't angry to be honest, just ridiculed.

Anyway, he said he went out with his sis.. And then i told him i'm also out with my friends.. And suddenly it became my fault for not texting him.. And then me wearing shorts to ride became an issue. And then he went on silent mode...

Sometimes, things like this pushed me to just not care anymore... Maybe I should...

Comment on previous entry from MAX ANGEL:

Be strong my dear,soon everything will be just fine,but remember this there will always love around you.
But sometimes,you always make the wrong choice at the wrong time.
Dont be sad ya,at least u got yur baby bike who you could trust (that you spent a lot of money on)and you know will always love you.
Here is my hugs and kisses to you,cheer up.

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This comment has shone some light on me, and I guess I should be thanking the guy/lady behind the screen...

I have become more of myself and letting things flow... speaking my mind... and strangely it works better... I get mad sometimes, but having an open heart and just letting myself go seemed easier than it sounded.

He has been more nicer to me, I hate to say this, but I'm taking it as just another illusion as I'm afraid of putting on high hopes on him or myself for that matter...

I just hope things will continue to improve... And I desperately need a moolah booster....