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Friday, February 20, 2009

I wonder why...

Today I wonder, why we can't be just like other couples... spending time together like it's their last... i wonder what made it hard for you and me.... i wonder why you never spend time talking to me on the phone without arguing and irritating me. I wonder why it seemed hard for us to just be how we used to be... i wonder why things have changed so much...

i wonder how you think.. I wonder what's in your mind right now... I wonder why my guts tells me something's not right.. I wonder why my guts are playing with my emotions... and i wonder why i tend to get angry way easily with or rather, at you...

i wonder why you can be so nice to others but me. i wonder why you seemed so distant from me... i wonder what i did to be deserving all these.... I wonder if you're loyal like how you said, i wonder if i could sustain being killed softly deep inside....

and as i wonder, i wonder if i really knew you, and i wonder if you really knew me... and i wonder why i'm feeling the way i'm feeling right now.... I felt unloved, unappreciated, and unworthy for some reasons... i wonder if the reason is you...

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