Quick Updates

It has been a long time since my last proper update of what is going on in my busy life. I have been totally absorbed with work and loads of work of late. A lot of pressure to learn as much as I possibly can and as quickly as the lightning will strike. Rumour has said CP is leaving in a months' time to take up a possibly much much better position somewhere in Sydney..

I am sort of avoiding a number of people of late. Feel a little guilty but I have to do what it takes to move on. Call me whatever you want, but I just couldn't simply erase the memories. It hurts me within, to know he's out there preparing for something so huge, and here I am struggling to just keep myself alive. Yeah, tell me again and again, I have all I want.. A great job, a nice decent bf, parents, roof on my head... and all the other things that I have and should be grateful for.

Anyway, I am on and off with my smoking habits again... I didn't bother going for touch training anymore because all of them remind me of someone. Have hit back to my riding lessons though. That's one good thing that comes out of all this crap. I am on the plank now. Hope everything goes on smoothly. If all goes well, I should be hitting the road with a new partner by the end of the year. That would be cool.

MA's been great. Sometimes he's too good to be true. He is almost an angel. Never get mad, never get irritated, never bark, never do anything harsh. He respects everyone, never judge anyone no matter how obvious it would be, he's just one patient good little boy.

But he sometimes is a little insensitive. He sometimes says the wrong things at the wrong time, but then again, he's very quick at saying sorry. He thinks a little deep and far. All in all, he's been great with me. Thanks MA for being such a lovely person to be with. I love you.

I hinted my dad about riding, he and his normal short NOs.. Didn't bother mentioning to Mom, because I know she's gonna nag for a year and the next when I got my bike, then another year when I got into my first small accident, and again and again.. So well, I will just save the first year and let her nag the next.

Alright, I will dig my head into my pile of work now. Catch up later.. Oh yeah.. My pc for sale.. Any takers?