Assalammu'alaikum family, friends, readers and followers of this blog. I am back for a 2 weeks update for 9th July through 22nd July 2018.
This short 2 weeks in filled with many tests for me.. I caught some bug which left me low grade fever with cough on Monday 16th. It didn't get any better, instead my fever shot up to 38.8 on Wednesday. It remained high through Friday hovering between 37.6-38.4. I went back to the clinic on Friday, got X-ray and blood test done.
Results came through I had lung infection and was given a high dosage antibiotics to hopefully get it all sorted. I had to return to see the Dr in one week's time. During that period, my supposedly happiest day turned sour...
Noone understood the pain behind my smiles... Noone gets my pain behind all love I showered. They just don't... I really need to love myself. My heart felt so much pain... Misunderstood a million times over.
Your intention was great, to give me that opportunity. But sadly, it hurt me instead. I have my reasons.
It is okay.. May time heal us all.
Until next entry,
Jun
Sunday, July 22, 2018
Thursday, July 12, 2018
22nd week - 25th week of 2018
Assalammu'alaikum family, friends, readers and followers of this blog. Honestly, I cant keep up updating every 2 weeks, so I would just resume to update on a once a month basis hereon, and this, this is for 9th June through 8th July 2018.
So.. what has happened? Let's see... As mentioned before, I had a secret journey which I said I will share next year. Thing is, I have a second secret journey going on and that too, I can only share next year. Now what? With my career in the hush hush, with the journeys I am going through also on a hush hush.. What is there to share, really?
Nothing much, sadly. Well there is Syawal. We didn't celebrate it that well or much, except just creating excuses to just gather, my sisters and me, and my mom. Just bonding and spending time. We visited all the important people and we are basically done on Day 3. With work, school and all the journeys, we are truly exhausted..
I haven't been so drained to the extent of early nights, as early as 8.30pm until I had to work and study everyday. The latest I stayed up was probably 9.30pm on weekdays, and 10.30pm on weekend. I really couldnt keep my eyes open, and if they are, my brain had shut down by 10pm. It really has... I just can't..
I decline many orders, I took only one, that too, due end September. Yes, I think I really need 2months to complete 8 bibs. THAT is really how unproductive I have become of late business wise. I can hardly function more than just having myself to work and school.
And to make things far more interesting, I got interested to continue schooling after I finish this course, and that course is 30months long. I must have been crazy.. Good kindda crazy, I guess.
I just seem to enjoy having my brains fried like this, maybe.
One of my cousins got hitched on 8th July. Nothing much really. I hardly move. I was too drained to think or do anything. And that sort of sum up the month.
I hope there are something more interesting to post about next month, but I doubt there will be..
Anyway, half the year had passed by, what have you achieved?
For me, I'd say I had done the following:
Left my great job and boss of 5yrs5mths to be unemployed
Survive being unemployed for 2months
Joined a new industry, with just a third of my last drawn salary
Juggled work+school
Survive Secret Journey 1 although it was a failed mission
Going through Secret Journey 2 and happy so far
I hope more achievements are checked end this year. Amen!
Until my next boring entry,
Jun
Wassalam
So.. what has happened? Let's see... As mentioned before, I had a secret journey which I said I will share next year. Thing is, I have a second secret journey going on and that too, I can only share next year. Now what? With my career in the hush hush, with the journeys I am going through also on a hush hush.. What is there to share, really?
Nothing much, sadly. Well there is Syawal. We didn't celebrate it that well or much, except just creating excuses to just gather, my sisters and me, and my mom. Just bonding and spending time. We visited all the important people and we are basically done on Day 3. With work, school and all the journeys, we are truly exhausted..
I haven't been so drained to the extent of early nights, as early as 8.30pm until I had to work and study everyday. The latest I stayed up was probably 9.30pm on weekdays, and 10.30pm on weekend. I really couldnt keep my eyes open, and if they are, my brain had shut down by 10pm. It really has... I just can't..
I decline many orders, I took only one, that too, due end September. Yes, I think I really need 2months to complete 8 bibs. THAT is really how unproductive I have become of late business wise. I can hardly function more than just having myself to work and school.
And to make things far more interesting, I got interested to continue schooling after I finish this course, and that course is 30months long. I must have been crazy.. Good kindda crazy, I guess.
I just seem to enjoy having my brains fried like this, maybe.
One of my cousins got hitched on 8th July. Nothing much really. I hardly move. I was too drained to think or do anything. And that sort of sum up the month.
I hope there are something more interesting to post about next month, but I doubt there will be..
Anyway, half the year had passed by, what have you achieved?
For me, I'd say I had done the following:
Left my great job and boss of 5yrs5mths to be unemployed
Survive being unemployed for 2months
Joined a new industry, with just a third of my last drawn salary
Juggled work+school
Survive Secret Journey 1 although it was a failed mission
Going through Secret Journey 2 and happy so far
I hope more achievements are checked end this year. Amen!
Until my next boring entry,
Jun
Wassalam
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