The thing is, some people thought a bullshit bf is a pain in the arse, when it's just plain bullshit that irritates the whole heart and mind system.
The most irritating part is the fact that some bullshit bf wants to be a pain the arse bf, but sadly it can never work that way.
The pain the arse bf, is pretty much someone noone wanna have, plainly because there will never be honeymoon period or a special name to call you by. He will call you every name he used to call his friends, which often include, "Oi", "Eh", "Stupid", "Ugly" and "Fool". And after 6months of name calling, he will decide to call you some legendary name like "small kid" or "lil sis" or just plainly "You".
Almost every girl would opt for a bullshit bf because he would be calling you every nice name you can recall which includes, "Honey", "Love", "Sweetheart" and "Wifey". The thing is, it's not that I dun like these names that he calls me by... It's just that, you can't tell if he means it well or is just randomly calling you by that because he's been calling another woman the same. It's not that I want to, or think so, or doubt the loyalty that is being portrayed. It's just, i dunno..
When a pain in arse calls me "sweetheart", i turned to look at him in the eye, and put on a doubting smile wondering why he's being so nice.. and then realised he simply means it.. Often, it only happens when there's only the two of you. And you always have to put up with him calling you "Oi" in front of his friends, and have his friends to scold him, and then you simply push them aside and say, "Yes, Stupid, what you want?" and get away with it just fine. Not a single argument. But when a bullshit bf calls you sweetly, and out of a moment of folly (being in midst of doing something or engaged with something or something like that) you replied, "What?" and get some greyish face looking back at you like you've just broke his heart. Often, an argument follows. And it's the same vice versa. Which is truly strange. Irony, more like it.
I can put up with a pain in the arse calling me stupid and ugly all the time, but could not stand a bullshit calling me the same - not even once. And that includes implication of such callings. Phrases like, "I told you before, you dun wanna listen" translates itself into "Stupid woman, dunno how to listen now want to complain". I guess that explains my greyish looking face and often silence follows, not wanting to go further into the conversation and that too became my fault.
The thing that sets me thinking is the fact that a pain in the arse know what the heck Quality Time means to me, but a bullshit keeps thinking it's just time together regardless, and sometimes, invite others along or worst - asking me to invite others along.
If I ever need to define Quality Time in my own words, it'd be time spent just the two of you where both of you think there's only the two of you, when you will just do spontaneous fun things together, or go to somewhere secluded to enjoy some scenery or simply the wind to just unwind and talk about random things in the relationship, of the things we went through together, of the things that happened along the way. And at the end of the day, be cozy somewhere else... And then get home sealing each other a special kiss before we part away... In the conversation, it'd be just about the two of you, and noone else is going to be in the picture. Even if there's other names that are bound to pop in, the focus should remain to both of you, and not on the other names that are mentioned.
Sadly, some people thought quality time is just talking and them listening. Sigh.. That, my friend, is when the woman face a problem, she wants to talk it out and have you to listen and not say a word unless she ask you to say something. That is not quality time, that is a way to show her you cared, and you'd be there for her. Or when a man feels like he had accomplished something and wanna feel proud about it and show off. Woman just listen to them and not comment anything - actually, i think men are always and forever showing off something. And we women just keep listening and nod. But strangely, when women wanna do that, the men start gagging about it not being anything too special to wow at. so these women just end with a grey face, and just sink low.. And yet, it's became their fault, again.
If I were to really write down the whole list to compare these two people... i could have written the list for a year and still not finish it..
So I decide to end it here, and hope people could understand that it's not the pain in the arse that i am having problems with... it's the bullshits that i have to put up with that truly irritates me..
Random: I hate repeat telecast on jokes and funny programmes. the only comedy programmes that can go on repeat telecast and work great is those of P. Ramlee's... And jokes are meant to be funny, not hurting..
The old shirt I wore yesterday made my quote today, "Don't just break limits, give me a break.. "
Monday, August 31, 2009
Friday, August 28, 2009
"Pain in the arse" BF vs "Bullshit" BF Part 2
A pain in the arse bf is always true, he'll be what he is when he is just a friend, and will be the way he is even when he is your bf. He never change, never would and will be honest about himself not compromising to a change, giving you the authority to remain as who you are and not change as well.
A bullshit bf will be superbly nice as a friend, and transform to someone else when he is your boyfriend, telling you he's trying to change to be what you want him to be, and telling you that you need to change too. Often ending up in acting so he is more accepting and willing to change.
A pain in the arse bf would not care to hold your hand, and would not care to tell his friends you're his girlfriend but will tell a guy who wanted to get to know you in his presence you're his wife by surprise.
A bullshit bf tells or show his friends whom you know you're his girl, doesnt bother showing you to his friends whom you dunno, and would ask you if you're interested in the guy who wanted to know you, just so he could say he's not good enough for you, making you feel guilty.
A pain in the arse bf always has alone time with you, spending time with you even when he's merely playing games and not talking to you.
A bullshit bf always spends time with you in the presence of common friends, but hardly have alone time with you.
A pain in the arse bf never show public affection in the presence of his friends unless we havent met in a long time. Never had anything to say to his friends about you.
A bullshit bf shows public affection when you demand so in the presence of common friends just so you dont throw tantrums. Always had something to say to common friends mostly negative...
A pain in the arse bf trusts you and never bother to double check with friends of your whereabouts or what you said.
A bullshit bf would go around asking common friends to double check of what you said you were doing or about your whereabouts.
A pain in the arse bf is hard to get, but easy to rid. Plainly because he respects your decision.
A bullshit bf is easy to get, but hard to rid. Plainly because he never wants to lose face to common friends.
A pain in the arse bf always says the truth even when it hurts, in the most calm manner and knows when not to say a thing.
A bullshit bf always seemed to lie, making you feel like it's okay, and in the end, everything is your fault, and never know when to put it to stop.
A pain in the arse bf never texted or call you from the start, but meet often.
A bullshit bf text you randomly, and always meet you as a friend, but when you're his girl, he never text you but expects you to text him, and rarely meet.
A pain in the arse bf always had something more important than you and tells you the truth about the fact but still randomly make time for you.
A bullshit bf always had something more important than you and thinks that its okay and expects you to understand without telling you anything about it.
A pain in the arse bf in never calculative about money or anything as a friend and more so when you're his girl.
A bullshit bf is never calculative when you're his friend, but calculates down to every single detail when you're his girl.
PS: May have more to come, still...
A bullshit bf will be superbly nice as a friend, and transform to someone else when he is your boyfriend, telling you he's trying to change to be what you want him to be, and telling you that you need to change too. Often ending up in acting so he is more accepting and willing to change.
A pain in the arse bf would not care to hold your hand, and would not care to tell his friends you're his girlfriend but will tell a guy who wanted to get to know you in his presence you're his wife by surprise.
A bullshit bf tells or show his friends whom you know you're his girl, doesnt bother showing you to his friends whom you dunno, and would ask you if you're interested in the guy who wanted to know you, just so he could say he's not good enough for you, making you feel guilty.
A pain in the arse bf always has alone time with you, spending time with you even when he's merely playing games and not talking to you.
A bullshit bf always spends time with you in the presence of common friends, but hardly have alone time with you.
A pain in the arse bf never show public affection in the presence of his friends unless we havent met in a long time. Never had anything to say to his friends about you.
A bullshit bf shows public affection when you demand so in the presence of common friends just so you dont throw tantrums. Always had something to say to common friends mostly negative...
A pain in the arse bf trusts you and never bother to double check with friends of your whereabouts or what you said.
A bullshit bf would go around asking common friends to double check of what you said you were doing or about your whereabouts.
A pain in the arse bf is hard to get, but easy to rid. Plainly because he respects your decision.
A bullshit bf is easy to get, but hard to rid. Plainly because he never wants to lose face to common friends.
A pain in the arse bf always says the truth even when it hurts, in the most calm manner and knows when not to say a thing.
A bullshit bf always seemed to lie, making you feel like it's okay, and in the end, everything is your fault, and never know when to put it to stop.
A pain in the arse bf never texted or call you from the start, but meet often.
A bullshit bf text you randomly, and always meet you as a friend, but when you're his girl, he never text you but expects you to text him, and rarely meet.
A pain in the arse bf always had something more important than you and tells you the truth about the fact but still randomly make time for you.
A bullshit bf always had something more important than you and thinks that its okay and expects you to understand without telling you anything about it.
A pain in the arse bf in never calculative about money or anything as a friend and more so when you're his girl.
A bullshit bf is never calculative when you're his friend, but calculates down to every single detail when you're his girl.
PS: May have more to come, still...
Thursday, August 27, 2009
"Pain in the arse" BF vs "Bullshit" BF
A Pain in The Arse bf would tell you honestly what he has in mind which gives you the right to tell him off what you had in mind and end with a laugh in each others' arms.
A Bullshit bf would either lie through his teeth or keep silent which leaves to wondering what he has in mind, leading you to silent because you end up not knowing what to ask because if you had asked the wrong thing, you'd end up getting a hell of a lecture and cry to sleep.
A Pain in The Arse bf could tell you how ugly and stupid you really are, and looked at a hottie past by and tell how big her boobs are compared to yours, and next would be your turn to say how ugly and stupid he is and looked at a hottie and compare how firm his butt was compared to his, and stare at each other before ending up doing stupid faces and joke about each other and end up snuggling in each others' arms knowing you're loved deeply and honestly even though there are other hotties around.
A Bullshit bf would look at a hottie, spill the beans that she's hot, and you stare at him.. ending with him telling you how hot you are even when you're not and start critisizing the hottie who just passed emphasizing you're hotter than her. And when you are looking at another hottie, he would resign to say he's not good enough and didnt bother to even try to be better or show his worth.
A Pain in The Arse bf would tell you that you cannot touch his things, or be his pillion/passenger when you're just a friend and continues to tell so when you're his gf.
A Bullshit bf would tell you it's okay to be his pillion/passenger or touch his things when you're just a friend and suddenly say it's not okay to do that when you're his gf.
A Pain in The Arse bf would not care to help when you're just a friend and tells her he'd rather help his gf for special benefits.
A Bullshit bf would go all out to help when you're his friend, making time and being there for you. But suddenly had no time to do so and start pointing out negative things to emphasize that it is your fault when you're his gf.
PS: More to come, can't think anymore...
A Bullshit bf would either lie through his teeth or keep silent which leaves to wondering what he has in mind, leading you to silent because you end up not knowing what to ask because if you had asked the wrong thing, you'd end up getting a hell of a lecture and cry to sleep.
A Pain in The Arse bf could tell you how ugly and stupid you really are, and looked at a hottie past by and tell how big her boobs are compared to yours, and next would be your turn to say how ugly and stupid he is and looked at a hottie and compare how firm his butt was compared to his, and stare at each other before ending up doing stupid faces and joke about each other and end up snuggling in each others' arms knowing you're loved deeply and honestly even though there are other hotties around.
A Bullshit bf would look at a hottie, spill the beans that she's hot, and you stare at him.. ending with him telling you how hot you are even when you're not and start critisizing the hottie who just passed emphasizing you're hotter than her. And when you are looking at another hottie, he would resign to say he's not good enough and didnt bother to even try to be better or show his worth.
A Pain in The Arse bf would tell you that you cannot touch his things, or be his pillion/passenger when you're just a friend and continues to tell so when you're his gf.
A Bullshit bf would tell you it's okay to be his pillion/passenger or touch his things when you're just a friend and suddenly say it's not okay to do that when you're his gf.
A Pain in The Arse bf would not care to help when you're just a friend and tells her he'd rather help his gf for special benefits.
A Bullshit bf would go all out to help when you're his friend, making time and being there for you. But suddenly had no time to do so and start pointing out negative things to emphasize that it is your fault when you're his gf.
PS: More to come, can't think anymore...
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Already felt bad, thanks for making me feel worse...
It seems like noone could make me better when i'm at my lowest... I texted him to say my pay is in, but was less than $1K.. And that I decide to lay up my bike since there's no way i could find any sources to pay anything... And guess what he replied?
He said, "If you think laying up your bike would solve the problem, so be it. Sorry I can't help." If you were me, would you even consider feeling better? Because I didn't... I felt worse that I already am...
It seems like he had a better alternative.. Which I dun think exist.. Enlighten me if you think he meant something different that what i had interpreted, otherwise known as something positive.
He said, "If you think laying up your bike would solve the problem, so be it. Sorry I can't help." If you were me, would you even consider feeling better? Because I didn't... I felt worse that I already am...
It seems like he had a better alternative.. Which I dun think exist.. Enlighten me if you think he meant something different that what i had interpreted, otherwise known as something positive.
Saturday, August 15, 2009
One long update...
7th August 2009 (Friday)
Back from a long weekend penniless, had a wedding on the 7th August at Rivervale Walk, met NH & her fiancee at 8plus... then spent a few hours chatting her up about our young days in primary school, and then rode together back home....
8th August 2009 (Saturday)
Went to CN's house to see her daughter.. she was pure cute little angel... Reminds me a lot of my own nieces when I taking care of little tots... especially my first two nieces.. Spend about 3hours at her house, before I made a move to meet the guys at Mosi Cafe... Supposed to meet at 8pm, I reached at 9pm and was still the first to arrive.. haha.. Soon after SA came, then redx came, and soon everyone else came and flood the whole place.. quikslvr, hybrid, alpinestar + gf, izecubez, wawan, tknge, ragnaphobia, krisna, din, and of course the King... amongst many many others who came, it was a really big turn out.. we went over to newton to meet mito riders, even. then we moved to our secret place, i was pretty sure there was more than 20 bikes altogether, we then met subzero at the dam among a few others. it was really great..
the only not-so-great things was that i felt like i was single, talking to a group while he's talking to another group... there were occasions that i came to him, but wasn't acknowledged, although most times, he'll invite me to be next to him, but i felt unhappy.. I was totally dressed up that night, and it went unnoticed by him whilst most of the guys compliments my effort in dressing up.. ppffhh.. hated it!
i was blurred on the way back, and took a much much longer route than usual.. damnit.. made me more unhappy... texted and ended in an argument with him..
9th August (Sunday)
Stayed home with my family at home watching the national day parade on tv.. we all gathered to spot all the bloopers and kept complaining about it getting worse year by year eversince it was held at that float... I simply preferred it the old way, i guess..
10th August (Monday)
Supposed to have my secondary school reunion but noone could make it in the end, so ended up spending my day at 2nd sis house.. suppose to meet him that night... but i dunno how, we misinterpreted each other's message and ended up arguing and ended up not meeting at all...
11th August (Tuesday)
He texted me and asked if I wanna join him at HV with some guys.. But I have a practical, so I asked him to proceed and I'd texted him once i am done.. Strange that we made up that quickly after what happened the night before.. But i was rather glad he made the move..
I texted him once i was done, and he asked me to come over.. So I did, and he hugged me, I got shy - yes shy.. can u believe it? I think i blushed!! maybe it's just that its been so long since i was hugged.. oh well.. then amazingly, we have private chats whilst being with the guys.. in the guys' presence we managed to steal a few moments to have our own private chat.. That made me so happy for no reason, really.. he asked if we could watch a movie the next day.. So I said okay if he really wants to...
12th August (Wednesday)
I had a bad headache and decided to rest at home.. Pay still haven't got creditted, no money to even see a doctor.. I slept the whole morning...
Evening came, and we didnt meet coz he's too tired.. I let it go..
13th August (Thursday)
Returned to work.. although I still had a spinning head.. Sometime through the evening he texted to ask if I wanna meet up, I said ok, but I wasnt that fit to ride, so asked him to drive my car instead. For once we chatted the whole journey in the car.. it felt so great to finally talk to him like how we used to... He drove to Jln Kayu to meet the guys.. Subzero, Steven, Sunny, izecubez, priller & chris was already there when we arrived, soon after xxes123 and ragnaphobia joined us..
Then they wanted to go to the secret place, so we headed down. I felt like we were the support car that night. And amazing thing was, we chatted the whole time in the car.. I felt amazingly great.. talking about little things, of the things that we went through that day was good enough for me. I just needed that. the freedom to talk and the ability to hold a conversation with me is almost like a success story to me..
14th August 2009
My headache got worse, so i truly slept the whole morning and afternoon.. Only got up at about 5plus.. got reminded to fetch him from work, and go for my prac.. While on the road, my hp slipped off my bag, and after u turning to search of it with him, it was nowhere to be found... And my mind was not into prac that night following the unfortunate event..
I ended up throwing my frust at him.. geesh... I just wanted him to cheer me up, but he reminded me of my carelessness... I wanted him to say its okay.. and that he's still there for me, and is still with me... but oh well...
15th August 2009
Went to an interview, got the job, will start on Monday.. Haiz.. then he texted and asked if i wanna wash bike with him tomorrow.. I wanted to tell him something else.. Dunno if I will be able to.. He asked me to invite the guys.. haiya... if he want to invite, invite himself la.. I wanted to talk to him, and whine... just hope he wont give me stupid remarks, or something that hurts.. or turn me off..
Had a great day with my nieces and nephew this evening... laughed till I cried again.. haha.. Children are just such a joy..
I hope tomorrow can be better for me..
Back from a long weekend penniless, had a wedding on the 7th August at Rivervale Walk, met NH & her fiancee at 8plus... then spent a few hours chatting her up about our young days in primary school, and then rode together back home....
8th August 2009 (Saturday)
Went to CN's house to see her daughter.. she was pure cute little angel... Reminds me a lot of my own nieces when I taking care of little tots... especially my first two nieces.. Spend about 3hours at her house, before I made a move to meet the guys at Mosi Cafe... Supposed to meet at 8pm, I reached at 9pm and was still the first to arrive.. haha.. Soon after SA came, then redx came, and soon everyone else came and flood the whole place.. quikslvr, hybrid, alpinestar + gf, izecubez, wawan, tknge, ragnaphobia, krisna, din, and of course the King... amongst many many others who came, it was a really big turn out.. we went over to newton to meet mito riders, even. then we moved to our secret place, i was pretty sure there was more than 20 bikes altogether, we then met subzero at the dam among a few others. it was really great..
the only not-so-great things was that i felt like i was single, talking to a group while he's talking to another group... there were occasions that i came to him, but wasn't acknowledged, although most times, he'll invite me to be next to him, but i felt unhappy.. I was totally dressed up that night, and it went unnoticed by him whilst most of the guys compliments my effort in dressing up.. ppffhh.. hated it!
i was blurred on the way back, and took a much much longer route than usual.. damnit.. made me more unhappy... texted and ended in an argument with him..
9th August (Sunday)
Stayed home with my family at home watching the national day parade on tv.. we all gathered to spot all the bloopers and kept complaining about it getting worse year by year eversince it was held at that float... I simply preferred it the old way, i guess..
10th August (Monday)
Supposed to have my secondary school reunion but noone could make it in the end, so ended up spending my day at 2nd sis house.. suppose to meet him that night... but i dunno how, we misinterpreted each other's message and ended up arguing and ended up not meeting at all...
11th August (Tuesday)
He texted me and asked if I wanna join him at HV with some guys.. But I have a practical, so I asked him to proceed and I'd texted him once i am done.. Strange that we made up that quickly after what happened the night before.. But i was rather glad he made the move..
I texted him once i was done, and he asked me to come over.. So I did, and he hugged me, I got shy - yes shy.. can u believe it? I think i blushed!! maybe it's just that its been so long since i was hugged.. oh well.. then amazingly, we have private chats whilst being with the guys.. in the guys' presence we managed to steal a few moments to have our own private chat.. That made me so happy for no reason, really.. he asked if we could watch a movie the next day.. So I said okay if he really wants to...
12th August (Wednesday)
I had a bad headache and decided to rest at home.. Pay still haven't got creditted, no money to even see a doctor.. I slept the whole morning...
Evening came, and we didnt meet coz he's too tired.. I let it go..
13th August (Thursday)
Returned to work.. although I still had a spinning head.. Sometime through the evening he texted to ask if I wanna meet up, I said ok, but I wasnt that fit to ride, so asked him to drive my car instead. For once we chatted the whole journey in the car.. it felt so great to finally talk to him like how we used to... He drove to Jln Kayu to meet the guys.. Subzero, Steven, Sunny, izecubez, priller & chris was already there when we arrived, soon after xxes123 and ragnaphobia joined us..
Then they wanted to go to the secret place, so we headed down. I felt like we were the support car that night. And amazing thing was, we chatted the whole time in the car.. I felt amazingly great.. talking about little things, of the things that we went through that day was good enough for me. I just needed that. the freedom to talk and the ability to hold a conversation with me is almost like a success story to me..
14th August 2009
My headache got worse, so i truly slept the whole morning and afternoon.. Only got up at about 5plus.. got reminded to fetch him from work, and go for my prac.. While on the road, my hp slipped off my bag, and after u turning to search of it with him, it was nowhere to be found... And my mind was not into prac that night following the unfortunate event..
I ended up throwing my frust at him.. geesh... I just wanted him to cheer me up, but he reminded me of my carelessness... I wanted him to say its okay.. and that he's still there for me, and is still with me... but oh well...
15th August 2009
Went to an interview, got the job, will start on Monday.. Haiz.. then he texted and asked if i wanna wash bike with him tomorrow.. I wanted to tell him something else.. Dunno if I will be able to.. He asked me to invite the guys.. haiya... if he want to invite, invite himself la.. I wanted to talk to him, and whine... just hope he wont give me stupid remarks, or something that hurts.. or turn me off..
Had a great day with my nieces and nephew this evening... laughed till I cried again.. haha.. Children are just such a joy..
I hope tomorrow can be better for me..
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Communication Break-down
I dunno why it has been extremely hard to communicate across a simple message to each other. A simple text of "I'll be late" became impossible. And "I reaching home already" became easily misinterpreted. When such issues were surfaced, we started playing the blame game, with no focus on any possible solutions.
Our effort in trying became useless, unappreciated, and just went off like nothing ever happened. And so it became more of a "whose fault is it anyway" kindda show..
If simple message failed to be delivered, what more a conversation of a more serious issue?
After a lengthy email of the need to communicate, and the issues we are having, he replied asking if I wanna watch a movie.. And how the hell are we going to communicate while watching a movie? What benefit has watching a movie got?
And me suggesting to sit down and talk so we could spend less money and settle things out became a chore for him.
And so I asked for a break-up.. What's the deal for staying together when we can't even hold a conversation? What's the deal when we can't even understand a simple message from each other? I can't hold on any longer.. I'm sick of being alone..
He knows how annoying it is to be repeating himself, but he failed to see that I've been repeating myself over the past 2 months without him understanding a word I said. And after spending a lot of time trying to send a message across, it annoys me that he still did not get what I mean or even try..
Everytime I tried to let him know how I felt by creating a scenario with the tables turned, he still failed to see and understand how I felt. Instead he accused me of making a fuss over small matters. I have no freaking idea, when he'll ever understand me or how I felt. Because all he does is accumulate all the negative things I potray to frame me and make it my fault.
How can I not be angry when for the one year I had known him, he's always late and never was on time for our dates? And had no initiative to even tell me that he is running late. I know there are times that I was late, but I believe I had told him that I'm on the way, and might be late.
To err is human, I know.. But how many times, is acceptable? How frequent is okay? We can't even communicate a simple sentence and get our heads to see it the same way.. What more on things that may inflict personal critics?
Our effort in trying became useless, unappreciated, and just went off like nothing ever happened. And so it became more of a "whose fault is it anyway" kindda show..
If simple message failed to be delivered, what more a conversation of a more serious issue?
After a lengthy email of the need to communicate, and the issues we are having, he replied asking if I wanna watch a movie.. And how the hell are we going to communicate while watching a movie? What benefit has watching a movie got?
And me suggesting to sit down and talk so we could spend less money and settle things out became a chore for him.
And so I asked for a break-up.. What's the deal for staying together when we can't even hold a conversation? What's the deal when we can't even understand a simple message from each other? I can't hold on any longer.. I'm sick of being alone..
He knows how annoying it is to be repeating himself, but he failed to see that I've been repeating myself over the past 2 months without him understanding a word I said. And after spending a lot of time trying to send a message across, it annoys me that he still did not get what I mean or even try..
Everytime I tried to let him know how I felt by creating a scenario with the tables turned, he still failed to see and understand how I felt. Instead he accused me of making a fuss over small matters. I have no freaking idea, when he'll ever understand me or how I felt. Because all he does is accumulate all the negative things I potray to frame me and make it my fault.
How can I not be angry when for the one year I had known him, he's always late and never was on time for our dates? And had no initiative to even tell me that he is running late. I know there are times that I was late, but I believe I had told him that I'm on the way, and might be late.
To err is human, I know.. But how many times, is acceptable? How frequent is okay? We can't even communicate a simple sentence and get our heads to see it the same way.. What more on things that may inflict personal critics?
Monday, August 03, 2009
Weird Changes....
I had an argument with The King last Saturday... After the usual spitting of nasty words, and stupid questions... This time I ended my text with "I had enough" dialogue... things like i've said enough, dun put words into my mouth kindda dialogue.. Not exact words.. so dun flame me just as yet...
This time, The King gave me a good hour of silence which allowed both of us to cool down... And this time, he made the right move by texting me back nicely, informing me that he has reached home safely.. So I texted him back informing him that I'm meeting the guys at town...
And so I headed down to Town to meet quikslvr, redx, hybrid, phantom, alpinestar + gf, ragnaphobia, white ranger & aidil + gf. It was nice really.. And then... at 1am, The King called me to claim his much needed goodnight kiss... Made it nicer actually.. But I was kindda still mad at him... Oh... redx just broke up with his gf since forever. He was feeling down.. So we kept poking fun at each other so everyone could smile. I laughed till I cried that night...
After making each other bored to death, quikslvr decided to treat us for supper @ LPS. This was the nicest thing! Haha... I love the stingray!!
Sunday came... He actually texted me when he got home... It's not always that he does that. But I kindda got disappointed when I called him at 11pm for a short chat and for my goodnight kiss because like always, I couldnt hold any sort of conversation with him. He always seemed like he's in a rush and need to hang up quick.. I hate that.. I had to text him something.. then he called me back when I already fell asleep slightly over midnight. stupid guy...
Then Monday came, I texted him, no reply.. Up to now.. I dunno what's up with him.. Forever busy busy busy... Crap really...
Dunno when he will ever start to plan his week properly... Everything also last minute... haiyo..
This time, The King gave me a good hour of silence which allowed both of us to cool down... And this time, he made the right move by texting me back nicely, informing me that he has reached home safely.. So I texted him back informing him that I'm meeting the guys at town...
And so I headed down to Town to meet quikslvr, redx, hybrid, phantom, alpinestar + gf, ragnaphobia, white ranger & aidil + gf. It was nice really.. And then... at 1am, The King called me to claim his much needed goodnight kiss... Made it nicer actually.. But I was kindda still mad at him... Oh... redx just broke up with his gf since forever. He was feeling down.. So we kept poking fun at each other so everyone could smile. I laughed till I cried that night...
After making each other bored to death, quikslvr decided to treat us for supper @ LPS. This was the nicest thing! Haha... I love the stingray!!
Sunday came... He actually texted me when he got home... It's not always that he does that. But I kindda got disappointed when I called him at 11pm for a short chat and for my goodnight kiss because like always, I couldnt hold any sort of conversation with him. He always seemed like he's in a rush and need to hang up quick.. I hate that.. I had to text him something.. then he called me back when I already fell asleep slightly over midnight. stupid guy...
Then Monday came, I texted him, no reply.. Up to now.. I dunno what's up with him.. Forever busy busy busy... Crap really...
Dunno when he will ever start to plan his week properly... Everything also last minute... haiyo..
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