Arguments, Differences, Restrained, Constraints....

Why is it easier to argue than to admit fault? Why is it easier to hide and lie then to reveal the truth?

I had a stupid day today... Got bombarded in all angle in all aspect, have a week to prove my worth at work, got my faults pointed in my face with nowhere else to divert the blame. I took the blame with more pain at where it hurts the most.

What's there to do when noone seem to get what I am trying to say? What else is there to do to make them understand if they refuse to even listen...

I haven't been too well to even think about myself... Nothing seem to work fine with me recently and i don't even feel like making up for what I've never done right in these past week... I even feel like leaving what I've done all these while and just run to where noone else will know.

Now I'm surrounded with kids and feel so much home.. I felt important, and at times like this I wish I could do this full-time, just stay home and be with the kids, and only the kids.. Spend time with kids and rekindle fond memories of my lost childhood....

I simply miss those days where all my worries and fatiqueness dissappear from the very sight of a young baby smiling at me...

Maybe it's time to settle down and make some noise... Hmmm....