Wednesday, December 17, 2025

Her Hope: Chapter 10

Assalammu'alaikum family, friends, readers and followers of this blog.


Are you from the previous entry, waiting for the next chapter? Well here goes...

Story title: Her Hope


Chapter 10: The change

The first weeks after the airport felt like borrowed time. Jacob asked her to be his girlfriend that following day.

Jacob was attentive, giving her a lot of attention - good morning texts, late-night calls, small reassurances threaded into every conversation. He apologized in ways that felt sincere, promised transparency, promised that there would be no more surprises. Ifa wanted to believe him. After everything they had went through.

Every trip back to San Diego was followed by constant email check-ins and lots of Skype time. Every travel he had to make for his work, he would try squeeze a transit over in Singapore so they can meet.

But slowly, almost imperceptibly, something shifted.

At first it was the pauses. Jacob took longer to respond, his replies shorter, stripped of the warmth that once made her smile at her phone. Their calls, once effortless and winding, began to feel scheduled, like obligations squeezed between meetings. When she asked about his day, he gave summaries instead of stories.

“I’m just busy,” he said whenever she noticed. “Work’s insane right now.”

Ifa nodded, even when doubt tugged at her chest. She told herself distance was normal. Afterall, he traveled constantly, living in time zones that never quite aligned with hers. Love, she reasoned, could stretch.

Then came the cancellations.

“I won’t be able to Skype tonight,” he texted one evening. “Something came up.”

“What kind of something?” she asked.

“A work dinner,” he replied. “Clients.”

She watched the typing bubble disappear before she could ask more.

When they did speak, Jacob no longer asked about her future plans. He stopped using the word we. The tenderness in his voice dulled, replaced by a careful neutrality that felt worse than anger. It was as if he were slowly packing up parts of himself, leaving the relationship piece by piece without ever saying goodbye.

One night, unable to sleep, Ifa scrolled through old messages, clinging to proof that she hadn’t imagined what they’d shared. That’s when she noticed something she’d missed before - a tagged photo on Jacob’s colleague’s social media. It was from a conference in Bangkok.

Jacob stood in the center, smiling politely, arm loosely around a woman Ifa had never seen before. She was beautiful in a quiet way, her head tilted slightly toward him, as though she belonged there.

The caption read: “To new beginnings 🥂”

Ifa’s pulse quickened.

She told herself not to jump to conclusions. But curiosity, once sparked, is hard to extinguish. She clicked the woman’s profile. Public. Too public.

Her name was Lina.

Scrolling felt like falling. Photos of temples, sunsets, street markets—then Jacob again, this time more recent. His smile was different. Softer. Intimate. In one photo, Lina’s hand rested on his chest.

The caption beneath it made Ifa’s vision blur.

“Grateful for the unexpected love that found me this year.”

Her hands shook as she kept scrolling, dread settling deep in her bones. Then she saw it—the engagement ring, gleaming against Lina’s fingers.

“Counting down to forever. 2008.”

Ifa stared at the date. Next year.

Her chest felt hollow, like something vital had been removed without anesthesia. She checked the timestamp again, hoping she’d misread it. She hadn’t.

Jacob was getting married.

Not someday. Not hypothetically.

Next year.

To a woman he’d met on a business trip in Thailand.

The cruelty of it wasn’t just the betrayal—it was the timing. While he’d been reassuring Ifa, apologizing, rebuilding trust, he had been laying the foundation of another life.

She called him immediately.

He didn’t answer.

She called again. Voicemail.

Her message was calm only because shock had numbed her. “I know about Lina. Call me.”

An hour passed. Then two.

Finally, her phone rang.

“Ifa,” Jacob said, voice tense. Not relieved. Not loving. Tense.

“How long?” she asked, skipping everything else.

A pause. “A few months.”

A few months. Right after the airport. Right after he made her his girlfriend.

“And the wedding?” Her voice cracked despite her effort.

“Next year,” he said quietly.

“You met her on a business trip,” Ifa said, more statement than question.

“Yes.”

She laughed then—a sharp, broken sound. “So what was I, Jacob? A habit you hadn’t broken yet?”

“That’s not fair,” he snapped, irritation flaring for the first time. “Things were complicated.”

“They were only complicated because you made them that way.”

Silence pressed between them.

“I didn’t plan for this,” he said finally. “It just… happened.”

“It always does,” Ifa replied. “To the person who’s already keeping secrets.”

He exhaled sharply. “Lina makes sense for my life. She’s here. She understands my world.”

“And I didn’t?” Ifa asked softly.

“You wanted more than I could give,” he said, distancing himself with every word. “She doesn’t ask me to be someone else.”

The words landed like a final betrayal. Not just that he’d chosen someone else—but that he’d rewritten their story to justify it.

“So you were just going to fade out?” Ifa asked. “Let me disappear without the truth?”

“I didn’t want to hurt you.”

“You don’t get credit for avoiding guilt,” she said. “Only for honesty.”

He had none left to offer.

When the call ended, Ifa sat in the quiet, grief washing over her in waves. Not just for Jacob, but for the version of herself who had believed love, again, after a betrayal he knew of.

This time, there was no misunderstanding. No twist to save her.

Just the cold clarity that some people don’t leave all at once.

They leave slowly—until one day, you realize you were never standing on solid ground at all. Was this what people call fate?

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Her Hope: Chapter 9

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Are you from the previous entry, waiting for the next chapter? Well here goes...

Story title: Her Hope


Chapter 9: Jacob Who?


Soon it was the day Jacob landed. Ifa stood at the edge of the arrival hall, fingers clenched around her phone, heart thudding with a mix of nerves and excitement. She hadn’t told him she’d be here. After months of back and forth of emails after emails of updates, she wanted to just be the surprise that grounded him after the long flight.

What unfolded before her eyes was nothing like what she had imagined.

A woman with a stroller stepped forward just as Jacob emerged through the sliding doors. He froze for half a second, then his face broke into the widest smile Ifa had ever seen. Not the soft, private smile he gave her through a screen, but something unguarded and radiant. He crossed the distance in long strides, immediately crouching to unbuckle the child from the stroller. He lifted the toddler into his arms, kissing chubby cheeks, laughing as the child squealed and grabbed at his face. The woman laughed too, touching his arm with an ease that suggested habit.

Ifa’s chest tightened.

He can’t be married, can he? He would have told her—wouldn’t he? She replayed their conversations in her head: his frequent pauses when she asked about him, his family. Did he hide his family? 

Her phone buzzed in her hand as if urging her to act. She dialed his number, eyes never leaving him. Almost immediately, she saw him reach into his pocket. He glanced at the screen. For a split second, their eyes met across the crowded terminal.

Then he declined the call and slipped the phone back into his pocket.

The world tilted.

Ifa felt heat rush to her face, humiliation and disbelief tangling together. She stepped back, blending into the stream of travelers, afraid that if she stayed still she might shatter. Jacob lifted the child higher, spinning once, the woman’s laughter following them like a private melody. They looked like a family. A complete one.

She turned and walked away.

Outside, the air was sharp with jet fuel and rain. Ifa leaned against a pillar, trying to breathe through the ache in her chest. Her phone vibrated again—this time a message.

Jacob: I can explain. Wait there.

Her fingers trembled. Explain what? A wife? A child? 

Before she could decide whether to reply, she heard footsteps. She looked up, ready to unleash months of restrained questions—but it wasn’t Jacob.

It was the woman.

Up close, she looked tired, eyes shadowed but kind. The stroller was empty now. “You’re Ifa, right?” she asked gently.

Ifa stiffened. “Who are you?”

“My name is Maira.” She hesitated, then sighed. “Jacob saw you. He panicked. He asked me to come talk to you before he does.”

That only deepened the knot in Ifa’s stomach. “So he sends his wife?”

Maira flinched. “I’m not his wife.”

Silence stretched between them.

“The child?” Ifa asked.

“Not his either,” Maira said quickly. “He’s my nephew. My sister, our sister, died last year. I help take care of him and just flew in too to catch up and meet Jacob.”

Ifa blinked, her thoughts scrambling to catch up. “Then why, why did he...”

“Because Jacob is a coward when it comes to hurting people,” Maira said softly. “Especially you.”

Before Ifa could respond, Jacob appeared.“Ifa,” he said, voice cracking. “I didn’t know how to tell you.”

She crossed her arms. “Tell me what? About your family?”

“No,” he said firmly. “That I have a past I’m ashamed of.”

He glanced at Maira, who nodded and stepped back a few paces.

“My sister died because of me,” Jacob continued, words spilling out now. “Drunk driver. It was my car. I wasn’t driving, but I gave her the keys. Ever since, I’ve been helping raise her son. Maira and I—people assume things. I let them.”

“Why?” Ifa whispered.

“Because it was easier than explaining,” he admitted. “Easier than telling you that I was afraid you’d see me as broken. That you’d not even consider being around me.”

Ifa felt tears sting her eyes - not just from relief, but from anger. “So if I don't see you here,  you'd just not tell me? You'd just let me think...”

“I know,” he said. “And I hate myself for it.”

She studied his face, searching for deception, but found only fear and remorse. The image from the terminal replayed in her mind, now reframed: not betrayal, but grief - maybe love?

“I declined your call because I didn’t want you to hear this from across a terminal,” he said quietly. “I wanted to tell you in person.”

The rain began to fall harder, drumming against the pavement. Ifa exhaled slowly.

“You don’t get to decide what hurts me,” she said. “But… let's start over. You can tell me anything like how I told you everything.”

Jacob nodded, eyes shining. “Everything,” he repeated.

As they stood there, suspended between what almost broke them and what might still be possible, Ifa realized the true twist wasn’t what she’d seen—but what she’d almost walked away from. Could Jacob really be the one? Would this feeling she felt be mutual?

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Tuesday, December 16, 2025

Her Hope: Chapter 8

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Are you from the previous entry, waiting for the next chapter? Well here goes...

Story title: Her Hope


Chapter 8: The Divorce


She asked around. She found out. She filed for the divorce. Since he was behind bars, they had to arrange an tele-conference so he could pronounce the divorce. She was expecting him to just do it without much arguments. Why would he still want her anyway?


She was asked if there was anything she wanted to claim from the marriage, and she quickly said no. It wasn't because she didn't want to but she knew he had nothing and he would just use it against her. She knew he might just twist his words and promises to just somehow have her back in his hands. She didn't want to ever liase with him ever again and wanted out immediately so she said no. She didn't and won't be fighting or claiming anything from him.


Her next appointment was on her 20th birthday. Looking at him via the tele-conference, she felt empty. She had many flashbacks on how he progressed from verbal abuse to physical abuse and to the sabotage and today, he in that suit. She thought he suited that uniform. The judge asked if he would like to have word before he pronounce the divorce. She was surprised when he said yes.


"Baby, you are out? How? Baby, I still love you, you know. I find you when I get out okay?"


The audacity. How could he even think she would believe these words? How was she blind before this?


"Baby? Who? I am not your baby anymore. And yes I am out and free, unlike you!" she replied with her heart pounding hard with anger. How did he even have the face to utter those words, love.. how dare he used love for this.


A divorce for her birthday present. She felt like this was the best present she could ever get for herself. She went home happy with the outcome. He was sentenced to 5 years and 5 strokes of cane. She counted, he would be out sometime late 2007 or early 2008 with good conduct. She would be truly free until then.


She went back to school. Her internship was deferred and she had to redo it with a final year project. She missed out that internship with LTA but all of these was definitely better than being behind bars. Her cohort friends welcomed her back. One of them had to also defer and so she had company to complete this last stretch of school. She started running to release her worries and started being more active.


Appointments with the probation officer was still held fortnightly. Often, the officer reassured and reminded her all the same, that this record would be an invisible one in which it would not be raised, however on some sensitive applications, it might just have a mark on her records but still rather unknown unless probed.


"I don't think I need to tell you because I know it is not like you did this knowingly, but please just be mindful who you are with because if you are caught with the wrong people at the wrong time again, this case would come up and this past would barge in and you would be charged for it, okay?" Mar, her probation officer said as she gently held Ifa's arm.


Jacob was also emailing her of a possible project that he would be leading here in Singapore. She was delighted to know she would meet him again, she felt like she might be falling for this person. He was everything that her ex husband wasn't. He might just be the one.


Her parents however were skeptical. It was afterall too soon after the chaos and the divorce. They wanted her to just focus on finishing her studies, to work and to just not get into another love trap. She simply brushed it off. Surely, Jacob is not like her ex husband, and surely she would now be able to tell what's good for her.


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Her Hope: Chapter 7

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Are you from the previous entry, waiting for the next chapter? Well here goes...

Story title: Her Hope


Chapter 7: The Release


"14250, follow me" said the officer after what seemed forever since her last hearing.


As she followed the officer in and out of cell doors after doors, she was led into this long passageway with a lot of actual wooden doors - not the usual grills. There, a few others outside different doors than hers.


"Psst, Pink!" she heard someone whisper, she recognize that voice, but she couldn't make out where to look. She kept turning around until she saw a familiar face.


"eh, Duck!" Yes, the nicknames they all had for each other was just weird but made sense to them at that point. Somehow there understood each other's haphazard hand signs. She saw Duck went into the room. And soon after she too was called in.


"Okay, tomorrow is your last hearing, more or less judge have decided. It will only be finalized tomorrow. Please confirm if this is the list of your personal belonging, if you forget got pictures also. Please check. If correct, sign there." said the person behind the desk.


"You mean I might be released tomorrow?" Ifa asked nervously, unsure if she is allowed to even speak.


"I never ask you to speak uh. Just do what I told you. And yes, maybe. I don't know. Up to judge, judge can change their mind." She answered.


From the officer's look, Ifa could tell it was high chance that she would be released tomorrow. She was excited yet she couldn't show it to the others. After getting her signatures, the officer told her to wait outside again. She looked out for "Duck" again to asked what her outcome was. Duck was caught while clubbing, similar to her case, she was also caught with positive urine. Just that Duck knew what she was onto, and she was just worried about being sentenced as she had a young boy at home, who would be under her sister's care at the moment.

Duck showed 2 fingers and touched her ears. Ifa assumed it was a 2 years sentence, and then she saw Duck gestured what seemed like the letter C. Ifa just signaled back that she wasn't told of her outcome. Just then officers came to get them back to their respective cells. Upon returning to her cell, she passed the message from Duck to the rest. They were all happy for Duck, they calculated and said she might just be in for about 16months with good conduct. On the other hand, there were puzzled with Ifa's. How is it that Ifa wasn't clearly told of her sentence? Ifa herself could barely sleep that night.


Next morning came, and she was called out. The final hearing. Her sentence was read out. All she heard was, "will be on probation for 2 years starting today. She will be bound to her home address from 10pm to 7am daily. The officer in charge would be..."


She was free. She can go home. It was then she saw her parents, Jacob, and Mr Chew at the side giving the celebratory nod. She ran to hug Jacob the moment she walked out the door. Her parents stood there, tears in their eyes saying their gratitude to what Jacob had done despite not knowing them all that much. Jacob followed Ifa and her parents home that day. Her mother cooked all of her favourites. They spoke of all the experiences, and how it was like on both sides. She couldn't help but to have so many questions for Jacob.


"So, how much do I now owe you, Jacob? Why are you so keep to help me?" Of all the questions she had, these two were all she managed to blurt out.


"Nothing. I told you I would get this for you. You were so desperate that night. Back at mine, this would just be a slap on the wrist. Here it would destroy an otherwise bright future. I just felt the calling to help, money isn't an issue for me, I mean I had a few months here before I would need to go back, so why not?"


Jacob would be going back to his hometown, San Diego, next week. He offered to accompany her for the first meet with the probation officer but Ifa declined. Jacob had done way too much for her and she didn't want to owe him any more than what she had already accumulated. Yet, there he was the next day ready to take her to the appointment, he even set an appointment for a haircut.


"Cut it off, have a new look. New start, you know." was all Jacob said when she asked why. 


Before she knew it, it was time for Jacob to bid goodbye, they promised to keep in touch. She wondered if Jacob was for real sometimes, it doesn't seem to make sense. And strangely before he left, he reminded her to file for her divorce. 


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Monday, December 15, 2025

Her Hope: Chapter 6

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Are you from the previous entry, waiting for the next chapter? Well here goes...

Story title: Her Hope


Chapter 6: The Hearing


The first hearing came and got adjourned. Mr Chew arranged another date to see her again with all his findings to see if there are more information she could provide him to help fight this case and prove to court of her innocence.


"Hi Mr Lee, I am Chew from AC Law. I am here to ask a few questions regarding Ifa, one of your students. May I know if she shows any disinterest in her studies or anything of concern to you?"


"Ifa? She has failed my module before, but when she retook it last term, she scored a distinction for it. Attendance wise.. hmm her attendance has always been over 90%. She is on her final year and should be doing her final year internship, I remember she was posted to LTA. She have a lot of potential that girl. I think she also represented our school for the hockey team." Mr Lee spoke with no doubt at all.


"Thank you, Mr Lee. If Ifa needs you to stand as a character witness, would you be willing to do so?" responded Mr Chew.


"Huh? What happened to Ifa??" Mr Lee was clearly shocked.


Mr Chew explained the situation and had Mr Lee was dumbfounded. He expressed how it is impossible and definitely the work of a sabotage. This made Mr Chew more confident of a more positive outcome for the sentence. He made his way to visit Ifa, with all the paperwork that he would need to show Ifa to get her spirits up.


"I am going to show you only this part of his statement, I want you to take your time to read it, then tell me how hard I should fight for you."


"I am merely following the orders of my wife, Ifa. She determined how much to sell, who to sell to and where I should been the buyer. She is the mastermind of it all." She read in disbelief, speechless. She went silent for a good minute before her anger burst and she began to tell Mr Chew to fight hard and fight strong, the statement is clearly untrue and we can charge him for giving a false statement.


Mr Chew gave a thumbs up and began to share more things and how she stood a chance as he had spoken to a few lecturers and 2 of them were willing to take the stand and vouch for my good attendance, grades and attitude towards learning - which would not have been possible had I been under the influence.


"Your parents were also asking if you need anything, and if you would like them to visit." Mr Chew delivered the hardest thing she had to hear.


"No. Please no. Oh, my poor parents. Please no. Tell them you will fight hard and that I would be out soon. I will be fine..." Tears came uninvited. She sobbed so hard realizing that her husband wasn't all she had. She had so many loving her truly, her sister, her parents. She couldn't help but cry realizing how much she had disappointed them all. It was at this point that she decided she need to exit this marriage.


Six weeks came and left. It has been six long weeks since she's remanded here in the women's prison. Her next hearing is probably in the next one to two weeks. And hopefully that is all that is left for her to be in there. She prayed and she hoped. She saw new people coming in and some people left. There was a few others who were betrayed like her, there were some who knew what they did and knew what they were in for.


She was told that she wasn't required to attend the next few hearing and will only be informed of her sentencing in two to four weeks time. She was nervous but had high hopes to be pardoned. A few of the other mates had been sentenced already, some were deported back to their hometown, some transferred to another cell, and some got sentenced. Would she be freed or would she be found guilty?


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Sunday, December 14, 2025

Her Hope : Chapter 5

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Are you from the previous entry, waiting for the next chapter? Well here goes...

Story title: Her Hope


Chapter 5: Prison


A set of prison top & bottom, blanket, a pair of slippers, spoon, mug, face towel, small bar of soap, toothbrush & a small tub of toothpaste. That was all she got after she was body checked and all her personal belongings taken. On her top is R/14250, her new identity. She followed behind the line, until she was told to stop and enter this cell. In it there were 4 other inmates, and she entered along with 2 others.


"14250, what are you in for?" asked one of the inmates.


She couldn't gather much to utter a word. Another one came by and asked, "first time?"


She could only nod. She wondered what would happen the next few days, wondered how long she would be in this cell before the lawyer she was promised would come visit. She wondered if these other inmates can be trusted, if she should tell the truth or pretend I am fine. She was beyond broken. She lost the capacity to identify who she could trust and who she shouldn't.


She refused to tell them her real name, so she gave herself a pseudonym. She told them her name is Ann. They believed her, and they started introducing themselves. She had to blend in and spoke like them, in a language and persona they understood. Somehow she managed to bond with some on the act, they began to call each other by nicknames and grew concern on each other's outcomes. Soon she got visitations, one with the lawyer.


"Hi, Ifa. My name is Chew. I am your lawyer who will defend you. I was engaged by this man called Jacob. I was only briefly told of your case, but I know there might be more to it, please share all that you know, everything, and anything at all that might help me help you out of this."


Just what would she know? Where should she even begin? So many things were running in her mind.


"Hi. I don't know where to start. I think it is my husband? I only know it is because of drugs, but I honestly have no ideas what drugs, or how my urine was positive of it, I really really have no idea at all on this." she replied.


"Okay, do you know what are your charges? Do you want to know what drugs, and what are the possible sentence?"


"Yes please. Also if you have any info on my husband. Was he caught as well? What about him, what are his charges?"


And so Mr Chew went to list them all. She was shocked to hear all of her charges. If she was found guilty, she could potential remain behind bars for two to five years! He had been caught and being remanded as well, and for his charges, he could potentially be behind bars for the same amount of time. She went on to explain all that she knows, where he went the last she saw him, with whom, and possibilities of moments he could have spiked her.


"Okay, thank you for being honest. I will get down to find out more, and have a word with your lecturers and cohort mates, I will also find out as much as I can on your husband, any statements he had given and will visit you again. Do you have any messages you want me to pass on to your parents, family members or Jacob?"


"Just tell them I am okay here. And please, help me. I am innocent... I really don't know what he did or how or why I am even here..."


"Alright, I will see you again before your next hearing and if I don't I will see you in court and appeal for an adjournment and see you after that."


How, how can her husband do this to her? And why is Jacob so adamant on helping her? What would the outcome be? Will she get out of here? It is clearly a heavy case. Drug, in Singapore? Doomed. Her future would be doomed, won't it?


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Friday, December 12, 2025

Her Hope: Chapter 4

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Story title: Her Hope


Chapter 4: Change


Her friends, her family wanted her back. Noone could convince her until....


CNB turned up at her door, the house was ransacked. She was brought to station, completely clueless. Officers were asking questions she had no answer for. Heart pounding, future became such a blur. When given a chance to call someone to bail her out, the only number she remembered was her sisters.


She still couldn't bring herself to believe what happened. She was said to have meddled with drugs. Her husband was also wanted. She lost all hope, if she get charged, her future will be tarnished, her diploma.. she was on her final stretch... her FYP was just around the corner. She pretended everything was fine, she continue to turn up for all her classes. When she was actually on bail, she was supposed to return and attend hearing in court in a month's time. She didn't know what to do with this information.


She reached out to an outlet to just release herself. She turned to drinking, partying with her friends, or alone. It didn't seem to matter to her. Her future was bleak, tainted! She ended up trying everything new, going to every club, every pub, having fun, doing what she would never had done to risk her future. She felt like she won't have a future anymore with a possible heavy charge, thus she couldn't care much less of what would or could happen through her reckless decision to just enjoy herself.


One night, drunk with her hopelessness, she found a man to whom she ranted about what she were facing. Her hearing was the next morning. What have she got to lose anyway? The man, a Caucasian, here on a business trip. Why would he care for her? He could just took advantage of her and leave her be. Yet, he listened to all she had to rant on. He took notes even!


The next morning, he called to meet her at the library. She was clueless, yet she went ahead. She could barely remember this man, she only remembered he was a Caucasian. He was already on one of the computers when she arrived. He raised his hand to call her over.


"What's up?" she said, pretending it was all fine like as if it wasn't the day she had to turn up for the hearing.


"Look, you said you were still schooling, and that this was something you never knew about. So, may I know your past results, your attendance in school. If there is any lecturer who would vouch for you?" He went blabbering on and on asking for so many details.


She answered each one of his questions, as he took notes and googling for all the names, and the other details. Still clueless, she couldn't put all of these together, why is he asking so many questions about her? Whatever for?


"Okay, got it! I will engage a lawyer for you. Once they hold you back with no bail, just tell them you have a lawyer in hand who would reach to them. I got this for you. Don't worry about the cost. I wish you well, and I am confident you will get out of this mess. Just be positive. You are clearly innocent, DON'T blindly admit to anything!"


Why? Who is this man? Why is he so persistent to help? Is this even real? She wondered all through the hearing that she never realized she was back in the waiting cell, to be transported to the women's prison. Will she really be cleared of this mess? Would that man keep his word?


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Wednesday, December 10, 2025

Her Hope: Chapter 3

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Are you from the previous entry, waiting for the next chapter? Well here goes...

Story title: Her Hope

Chapter 3: The Abuse


The wound that was inside soon became visible on her body. Yet she still thought it was love. He still provided, she thought. Bruises couldn't lie. Her cohort mates were among the first to find herself badly bruised. Young they were just like her and didn't know any better who they could reach out to.


"What happened to you? What's that bruise on your face??!!" her friend screamed as she tried to pull down her hoodie.


"Nothing. I.. I just fell down the stairs!" she brushed off her friends' hands and managed to keep her hoodie on.


"NO! Look! THIS??? THIS is not a bruise from falling down the stairs! And this??" another friend came from behind and managed to pull out her hoodie exposing her badly bruised face and shoulders from the night before.


He had slapped her hard for forgetting to wash his cup of coffee before she headed out for class. The slap so hard, she lost her balance and fell to the ground. As she scrambled to stand up, he pulled her by her arm and pushed her to the wall and before she could gather what was happening, she was suddenly slumped against the other wall.


Yet, she couldn't bring herself to want a way out.. She truly believed it was her fault. Had she not made a mistake, he wouldn't had been mad and hurt her. She was so cautious of her every step. For awhile, he was nice to her. Praising her for being such a good wife. She was happy once again. Late night out for supper has returned. This made her believe that myth even more.


A year passed. She fell pregnant. She was happy, perhaps this news would make him this nice man he had shown to her. Surely he would love her more with this little one. She was beyond happy and couldn't wait to tell him.


"Whose baby is it? It's not mine!", that echoed back to her ears in disbelief. How... How could he say those words? He was all she had..


Everyday, new chore was added to her list. From just cooking, now he asked her to do laundry by hand. She had to squat in the toilet to brush and wash all of his clothes. From just working for herself, he know demands that she gives him a substantial amount for her as it was just a part time job.


More shouting, more grabbing. She had a miscarriage at 9 weeks. He met her at the hospital. Upon hearing the news, all he had to offer her was a cigarette. Not a hug, not consoling words, but a cigarette. That night he brought her out for a meal like it is something to celebrate. Still, she thought he loved her.


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Tuesday, December 09, 2025

Her Hope: Chapter 2

Assalammu'alaikum family, friends, readers and followers of this blog.

Are you from the previous entry, waiting for the next chapter? Well here goes...

Story title: Her Hope

Chapter 2: The Marriage

She was just 17, and she was getting married. She was naive and hopeful. He seemed full of charm and portray himself as the protector. Now a wife. She thought she was free. He was now her provider, always there, always understanding. He often brings her out, paying for food she craved for. It was blissful, or was it?


"Here's $50. Buy what you need from the market, I want you to cook me meal for tomorrow", he said as he waved the $50 note before placing in on the table.


She was still schooling by the way, she had class that day from 9am till 4pm that day. Yet, she could only nod and took the money. She could always get some eggs and scrambled it along with some rice. That would suffice for a meal, won't it? She wasn't raised to cook a meal when she was still living with her parents. Her mother would do scrambled eggs on days she don't find time, and her father would accept it.


"Just eggs? When I say a meal, I expected 3 dishes", was all he could say when she served the meal that evening.


"I had classes, I didn't get to buy much with $50 anyway", she replied as honest as she could.


"Well, you would try harder if you want to. Cook me a meal tomorrow", was his cold reply.


No empathy, that man she thought was her prince charming was now just a customer in a restaurant and she was just the cook now. Who is this man she married?


A comment soon became a condescending curse. From "just this?" to "so simple, yet you can't even do it well?"

A request became a controlling order. From "Shall we eat out?" to "Cook or you starve".

Talking turned to arguments. Shouting soon turned into a common noise to her ears. Since what hurt her was not visible, she thought this was what love is. She took it in hopes that her obedience would win his love she once felt.


Months passed, those insults just continue on. She knew this wasn't quite right. Never once had she seen her father in the way he did. She knew deep inside that she needed to reach out, yet she felt shame. It was her who wanted this. She should face the music now. She brushed all those thoughts and convinced herself that this was love...


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Monday, December 08, 2025

Welcome to a series of my short stories write-ups.

Assalammu'alaikum family, friends, readers and followers of this blog.

It has been a long while since I did any story write-ups. So I thought why not. This will be a work-in-progress entry where it will be updated as my chapters finish. I had always wanted to write about a story of how a woman can gather strength from what people thought would break her apart. 

And here is a synopsis of the story titled: Her Hope

This is the story of a woman who walked through heartbreak after heartbreak, found her peace and hope only to be faced with the unthinkable.

And her goes the first chapter..

Chapter 1: The thought

Back in 2001, her life was one with financial constraints and a pair of typical strict Asian parents. One in which she has a curfew set. She yearned for freedom like her other friends in her cohort of those who were free to spend the night over as long as they inform their parents.

She on the other hand, had to take up a part time job to somewhat enjoy simple pleasures like eating at a fast food restaurant. Simple, something that her friends may have taken it all for granted.

Through her part time, she was acquainted by this man in his late 20s. He looked cool, fun and free. They somehow ended up in love. First love.. her first boyfriend. The charming, the protective man.

Her dad got furious when he found out his little precious princess is out with a man 8 years older than her. He dared that man to marry her in hopes that he won't want to commit and leave his baby alone.

He was wrong. That man took the challenge. And she, she was impressed thinking he was committed. He must have been her prince charming in a shining armor saving her from the dungeon... Or so she thought...

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